My Name it Tracy but my friends call me T
I am 43 years old, married for 25 years and i have two sons.
I have always had really horrible periods and having babies only
seemed to make things worse. Even tho i was told different.
Not to mention the fact that i had extremely difficult pregnancies. Almost died along with my first son while giving birth to him and ended up having CODE BLUE on us and being rushed into to have an emergency ceserean. When it came time for my second to be born i chose ceserean just to avoid severe problems. These 2 cesereans then later caused me female problems.
The doctors never seemed to be able to do anything about all my problems and symptoms tho.
They always just gave me fixes that either didnt work or were just
temporary. And convinced me that most of it was only in my head.
After my second child was born, my doctor told me that if i had my
tubes tied alot of my problems would be over. YEA RIGHT SURE THEY
WERE........not!
In fact alot of things only got alot worse!
Some of the symptoms that I suffered were, migraine headaches, insomnia, depression,panic attacks, mood swings, heart palpitations,low blood sugar, anemia, extra low blood pressure, loss of hair, loss of libido, itchy crawly skin, vaginal dryness, hot flashes, severe gastritis, acid reflux, gall bladder problems, dizziness, anxiety, brittle nails, fatigue, no energy, ringing ears along with other severe ear and hearing problems, severe water retention,arthritis, sudden weight gain in large amounts and losses of concentration and memory.
Ok fast forward now to 7 years ago........
Finally i was to the point that someone had to do something and NOW!
My periods were so awful that at times i literally thought i was going to bleed to death. Having my period literally meant i was out of commission, throwing up and curled up in a ball in excrutiating pain for days.
So my doctor came up with a solution finally after many trial and errors with many different medications.
He put me on depo-provera and preached it up to me to be a
miraculous thing!!!!
The main side effect of Depo is ......NO PERIODS! So here i am
thinking OH THANK GOD FINALLY SOME RELIEF!!
Now when he put me on it he told me to expect maybe a little weight
gain of up to like 10 lbs. Well i thought to myself ok thats not
that bad at the weight i was at that time and hmmm it will be worth
it if i can just get out of my misery!
So for the next almost 5 years i was on it. ONLY TO FIND OUT IT WAS
THE WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE!!!!!
Over that 5 years i had numerous different unexplainable health
problems ranging from strange cysts, infections, unexplainable
pains, eye problems, back problems, migraines,circulation problems
and oh the list goes on!
Each time something would come up, and no one could explain why i
would question the doctors if it had anything to do with the depo
and every time they said NO just in my head and pure coincidence was all.
I KNEW IT WASNT BUT I COULDNT MAKE ANYONE LISTEN THEY JUST KEPT MAKING ME THINK I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT!
All the while i was was gaining weight at a scary rate with no
explanation either. YEA RIGHT UP TO 10 LBS HUH DOC?
TRY MORE
LIKE 10 LBS EVERY SHOT! So do your math up to 10 lbs every 3 months
for 5 years. NOT FUN AND VERY UPSETTING!
So between the excessive weight, the depression and stress and then
the health problems on top.......i had gotten to a point where i
could barely even function anymore and was totally disgusted with me and my life.
More doctors,tons of medicines, more tests yet never any real
solutions.
I started doing massive research both at the library and online and
well what i found about the depo was terrifying! Thousands out
there were having the same problems and same symptoms as me!
Once again i questioned my doctor and only got the same answer from
him.....NO TOTAL COINCIDENCE IS ALL.
I got to the point where i no longer even wanted to get out of bed
much less function in the world. I didnt want to go anywhere
because everything was either hurting or i was horribly depressed.
They put me on anti depressents which seemed only to make things
even worse if you ask me.
I was snapping at my family left and right and by this time i was
even begining to have friends comment and ask me why i was so upset
and stuff all the time. Thats when i also then realized that this
stuff was changing my whole personality too. SOMETHING HAD TO GIVE!
I just kept having doctors tell me that it was in my head etc. and
that the weight gain was lack of self control etc. Yea right....i
would go for days not eating and yet still my body kept gaining.
I started having bad mammograms and bad pap smears etc. Luckily tho
when redone then they kept coming back ok. Still everything was out
of control and too weird.
Finally i decided that I THOUGHT IT WAS THE DEPO even tho the
doctors kept saying it wasnt.
So i then went off the depo......that was 16 months ago. I kept
being told it takes up to a year for the depo to get out of your
system and normal periods to return.
But that didnt happen. Instead immediately i started with yet more
health problems and constant horrible cramps that would continue for
the next 19 months on a daily basis! And well we all know cramps
arent fun when we have to have them so imagine having them for over
a year straight and excrutiating ones at that!
By this point i felt totally lost, totally scared and totally
helpless. I kept being told that since i wasnt starting i was
obviously going into menopause.
Thus more horrible tests etc only to come up with still NO SOLUTIONS!
Finally the doctor suggested that i get a hysterectomy after supposedly being diagnosed as having HPV and dysplasia and that would solve my problems!
Well by this time i wasnt going with what they said right off
without LOTS OF RESEARCH and well that led me to read alot more
possible problems! Solution.......yea right dont think so.
So i then ended up going to a new doctor for a second opinion. And
well all that led to was more tests, more medicines and still no
solutions but at least she wasnt suggesting a hysterectomy or at
least not yet. And the supposed HPV and DYSPLASIA i mentioned before?
I came back totally negative of ever having had them!!!!
GRRRRRR JUST MADE ME EVEN MORE ANGRY AT THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY FOR ALL THE ANGUISH AND DEPRESSION I HAD BEEN THRU! And just even more determined to get back control of my life and my health!
Then this past july i started with even more variety of health
problems and well now i was at my wits end and i knew that if this
was menopause etc. i just couldnt hack it. My doctors suggestion at
this point? To have a full blown D&C(thermal ablation) and "hopefully" that would help. HOPEFULLY???
I was so depressed and had basically just given up all hope of ever feeling "normal" again when..............i came across some information about a natural progesterone cream called endau that was helping lots of women overcome symptoms just like mine!
Of course i went into this whole thing thinking yea yea yea been there
done that and heard it all!
But the more i researched and heard about these products.....it gave me aray of hope! So i decided ok what they heck i will give it a shot but thinking all the while this is pointless how can these help when all the doctors, medicine and tests havent!
But i figured ok what have i truly got to lose here??? Nothing except maybe all of this horrible nightmare that i was being forced to call me and my life.
So i ordered a tube of the Endau cream and started using it. After a couple weeks i ordered a couple of the other products too.
It wasnt long until i started feeling good again!!!!!
I just kept thinking to myself.....can i be imagining this or could
this really be true???
Well i am here to tell you..........ITS TRUE ITS FOR REAL AND ITS
WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I started out having 30 of the 35 symptoms on the
list. Gradually the number has been jumping right down the scale
and i am happy to announce that after just about a month and a half
of these products........I AM FEELING MORE LIKE MYSELF THEN I HAVE
FELT IN YEARS!!!!!!! My symptoms are now down to well the last time
i checked i was at 12 of the 35 on the list. But whats so glorious
is...1 i finally got a period yipppeeeeeee and the horrid cramps
completely stopped on a daily basis..each day i feel more energy and
alive and my zest for life is coming back.. and each day i see less
and less of the health problems and even my family has noticed and
commented on the big turn around with me!!! And all the horrible
excessive weight that i had gained??? Is shedding off of my at a
amazing rate! The bloating and swelling is gone as is all the aches
and pains. And my sleep is wonderful!!!!!!!!!! I am starting to
feel human again!!!
So that is why i decided to become a distributor of these
fantastic products .
I want other women out there suffering from the symptoms of
menopause to hear about these wonderful products and also to learn
all the great information that will be provided here. AND I WANT
THEM TO FEEL SAFE AND SECURE AND KNOW THEY ARE NOT ALONE!!!!!!!!! I
have been there and back so i know for a fact how it feels! THERE
IS HOPE LADIES AND ITs NEVER TO LATE!
I know at this point i dont ever want to be without this glorious
stuff again! DONT COME BETWEEN ME AND MY CREAM! (or the other products i use for that matter! )
Thanks for letting me ramble on to you all and i hope that my
experience and this place may at least help one person out there if
not many!
HORMONAL WOMEN UNITE!
You will see as others share their stories too and you will see its not
just a coincidence with me!
And the update now is........i have been on the cream and products for awhile now and the difference truly is amazing!! I just cant believe that i can actually feel as good as i do and loving life again and its like all the rest of the past truly was a nightmare but now i have woke up! I have woke up and took me and my health and my life back into my own hands!!! Its just so stress relieveing and such a liberating feeling when you do! And my family are friends are so very happy and grateful for this stuff because the REAL ME is back!
(and i am finally losing all that horrible weight!!!)
OH YEA LIFE IS GOOD ONCE AGAIN!
Tracy Lewis
